Woman In Love

Life is a moment in space

When the dream is gone, it's a lonelier place

I kiss the morning goodbye

But deep inside you know we never know why

The road is narrow and long

When eyes meet eyes, and the feeling is strong

I turn away from the wall

I stumble and fall, but I give you it all

I am a woman in love

And I'd do anything to get you into my world

And hold you within

It's a right I defend over and over again

What do I do?

With you eternally mine

In love there is no measure of time

We planned it all at the start

That you and I, live in each other's heart

We may be oceans away

You feel my love, I hear what you say

No truth is ever a lie

I stumble and fall, but I give you it all

Yes, I'm a woman in love, and I'm talking to you

You know I know how you feel

What a woman can do

Funnie~ Can never seem to use the BOLD function whenever I want to...muz be smthg wrong wif the system...Muahaha
Got loads to tell u man...cuz like everyone who comes here, I've not been updating my entries very regularly. And it seems dat todae I'm freee...*finish some of my econs revision liao lehz!* ...so might as well come n whine whine n whine~Haha
So aniwae. Which sectors n spectrums of my life should I start from todae? kk...think I shall go wif wat happened yesterdae. Yah...went to meet Yin, huiyi n caifeng to 'practise' our maths...but somehow....after like....1.5 hours n lunch..we shifted into slack mode...Muahaha....terrible huhz? So...we slacked outside Macs, and u noe, when one becomes bored, one starts inventing new n sometimes ridiculous games to play rite? And guess wat we came up wif? An improved n tested (haha, by us of cos) version of TruTh or DaRe...but instead....evErythIng was a dare! So fun n crappy rite? Haha....but we had loads of fun laHz~ And I haf 3 unfinished dares...which I'm supposed to perform tml before the morning assembly~
YupZ. Den last nite got the house bhajan thingy...kept me sO busy..but u noE wat? Huiyi was wiF me! :p I invited her...n by the time everyone left it was like....11 to 11.30 at night liao. So she stayed over!! So fuN rite? Den we yi-bian do work like cleaning up...yi-bian talk our rubbsih~.....Am so HAPPY cos I think I luv all my frenxs.... :0
Ooo~....do u noe? Tat n me pals pals liao lehz~ Not bad siah~ muahaha. We've been communicating thru the sms....though he prefers to use the phone...but can't. It was like...12 midnight? And mum n dad were still busy mopping the house..so...huiyi n I sat on my bed n we were like...msging Tat. Muz admit, he's such a nice guy. Willing to stay up till 2 am to listen to me talk abt Peter. Oh yah. Now Tat noes I like Peter. Told him. And guess wat? Tat ncourages me lehz~...ask me to take action....muahhaha~
Okie..I guess I've indulged in giving u so much info rite....haha. OH. Realize the new phrase...'muahaha'?
It's Tat's trademark signature~...go Tat~....thanxs for everything n for listening to my rubbish~ :)

hey!

U noe...it isn't me who isn't keeping this diary..but everytime i tries typing smthg....it ends up in an error n I'll lose everythiing dat i haf typed. which is irritating. Agree?
So I'm testing if this works thru..if it does...I'll continue..if not...u wun be able to read this! haha. :)

u noe smthg? I'm pisSEd. Spent 30 mins typing in an entry...clicked on 'post n publish'...got an ERROR...n lost my...800 word entry. WaT the HELL. DAMN it. I am NOT going to spend another 30 mins on typing the same thing..so too bad~

Hey u pple! I noe I haven't been faithfully keeping this spot updated, and I'm realli sorrie~ Haf been feeling really down these past 3 days. Suddenly I feel dat to die would be something of a blessing. I dun noe...it sounds dumb, but seriously, why are we living life for? Waking up, going to school n listening to all those teachers talk, doing ur hmwk, den resting. Waking up the next morning to do all these mundane stuff again. WHY?
All of a sudden I feel very very lonely. Not dat I dun haf any frenzs or family to care for me. I DO. But the thing is...there is only so much dat they an do for u. True, my parents love me (hopefully my brother does too..though he'll never admit it), my friends..well...I can confide in them n stuff...but SomEthInG feel like it's missing from my life. I can't really talk (as in really talk to them) to my dad n mum. My bro's a little too immature n shallow to understand wat I'm going through. My frenzs...well...frankly, how much can they REALLY do for u? U haf problems, u go talk to them, n maybe they can give u some good advice. But that's all. Afterall...ur problems aren't theirs...why should they really care? ~sigh~
Do u think I'm getting cynical? I think so. I talked to Candice, and she thinks my problem is dat I'm feeling lonely. Perhaps. I really feel....empty inside... Do u think a boyfriend would help solve this emptiness? I mean, even though a boyfriend may not help u solve all your problems...but at least u haf the comfort in knowing dat there's a guy out there who cares for u the way u care for him. And dat means u're loved. Hai~...my love life absolutely suxs now. Haven't been attached since eons ago.. (erm..is March considered eons ago? ) Aniwae. I need love. Love dat comes from a guy to a girl.
But he's so busy wif his prelims n studies. Doubt he even has time for romance. Plus the fact dat although I like him, does he reciprocate my feelings? I dun noe. Dun want to try n find out or else I'll end up hurt. See...wat a coward I am? *sigh* Once bitten..twice shy, wouldn't u agree?
ok~....dun worry abt me. I dun think I'll try to kill myself. Must be sinking into a mode of depression. Frenzs out there...please shower some love on me? I really need it.

p.s I dun think I shall publish the msg dat he sent me. I'll only get distressed. Forgive ...

Am so ~bloody freaking idiot~ tired todae man. Everyone got pissed at me cuz I kept repeating the phrase in this 'honky tonky accent' .
Anyway..dat stoopid jerk n his stoopid + bitchy girlfrenz is in the same class as him! HeLLo..was dat some sort of pre-arrangement thingy? So dat they can cuddle-cuddle...kiss-kiss...hug-hug in class? YuCks n douBle yucKs.
Only nice thing dat happened to me was...okie..2 nice things in fact. One...Yin isn;t mad at me animore. cuz i DID aplolgise.... :)
Second..met this guy, Shixian, yesterdae on the 176 bus! ya noe..if I din transfer out n left Shuqun for CSs...he would be my BEST guy frenz liao. I think..we're so..so fated to be together as bEst frenzs. Haven't seen in 4 years! (loooonng time) n when we met..we simply chatted as if we meet up everyday~ Wondeful..is it not? :p am going to contact him soon. muz tell him i miss him so.oo muCh~
yah. Peter msged me this nice-nice msg...hai~..no time liao~...shall enter the msg on mY next visit.
Am so ~bloody freaking idiot~ tired todae.

well well well...I'm finally connected~
Went kayating yesterdae wif my pals...it was s'pposed to be a sunny day n we're all s'pposed to get bee-yoo-ti-ful tans...but woke up in the morning n had a grEaT disappointment...'cuz the sun had decided it wouldn't do me a favour n show me it's smily face :(
Anihow...my pals n I..we still went down n guess what> we got L-O-S-T See...the prob is Singapore isn't realli sucha huge place where one can get lost in winding roads wif tall trees by the side n streetlamps shining eerily... *getting carried away* So...yah. Dat's the point. How does one EVER get lost in the eastern part of Singapore? haha. wat a failure I am... :p
Ya noe...haf u ever wondered at all the chain e-mail dat u get...n if all at is said is realli true? Cuz u see....I've almost NEVER send out any of those dat I receive...n u noe how it threatens dat u're going to suffer from zero love life n sex life? Well....I'm finally taking those threats seriously. Noe why? Cuz I haf like...zero existance love life. Suxs real bad huhz? *sigh* In dat case, I'll better get used to living all by my lonesome self for the rest of my life *shudder* scary thought....
Hahah. Am so pleased I've finally finished one of my two history essays.... lalala. Plus my compre is done. Am I not such a genius? Haha.